done;

with blogger. Moving onto tumblr now.

:)

I lied.

Missing someone does not get better by the day.

Instead, it gets worse because the wait seems like an

eternity.

I miss you.

|lo siento|♡

Sorry to all those I have been taking my anger out wrongly on..

My sleep deprived state of mind is finally taking over.

&I'm sorry to all those whom I have been getting mad at randomly

&I'm sorry for not showing some people that I care enough

&I'm sorry for saying all of the wrong things at the wrong times

&I'm sorry for being so annoying lately

&I'm sorry for caring about you too much

&I'm sorry for not being perfect

&I'm sorry to everyone for being so down lately

I'm very sorry.

|The End?|

I found a line that once said:

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,

but anyone can start today and make a new ending."

Do I believe everyone can start over and create a beautiful new ending?

Yes, I do.

I think it's a pity to throw things away because of the wrong reasons,

to stay mad at people because of a difference in opinion,

to avoid people for your own personal reasons,

to pretend that you do not care.

& As much as I want to say that everything right now is okay?

It's not, because something is missing

and

another quote:

"Everything will be okay in the end; if it's not okay, it's not the end."

I guess this is not the end, right?

|907011|

Missing someone gets easier everyday because

even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other,

it's one day closer to the next time you will.

:)

Finding this quote made my day.

It helps me view certain things with a more optimistic perspective.

|❤|

&&&

I miss having someone to draw little cartoon dinosaurs for.

I haven't done that in a while.

I might just go and doodle all over my notebook now.

For old time's sake, right?

You

were worth the wait.

It's official.

You're my one in a million.

❤

hallowhaat?09

Add.

3 energetic Tae kwon do Girls

(who have not seen each other in months)

Energy drinks & Chips.

Crazy loads of chocolate & candies.

Laptops with cameras.

Crazy awesomeness.

and you'll get

the Best Halloween

EVER.

I guess this is proof that some people just never change.

Things can always be fun, no matter how far the distance and

how long the time we've been apart.

I missed this and it just so happens to be

just what I needed after the long month of October.

❤

"But hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night

That I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind"

Who could have seen this coming a month ago?

I sure didn't.

& It all still feels unreal to me.

& Just maybe, this quote is true:

"Sometimes the feelings we start to have again

are the same feelings that never really went away."

& Just maybe, this is a dream

If it is, please never wake me up because

Things are slowly falling into place.

<3

&You make me SMILE

More than you'll ever know:)

I can't tell you this because then,

things will change.

I know it.

Thank you for not leaving,

I am glad you are in my life.<3

3. Cultural Considerations

Being born into a family that was fluent in another language rather than English, Vietnamese was and is still the spoken language at home. Although in many cases this is an advantage, it also has its many disadvantages as well. Walking in the hallways of school full of English-speaking people and speaking my own language, I was an easy target for the bully kids who think it is cool to make fun of something that does not sound "English." When I mentioned the word: "Pho," as in the "noodle soup" of the Vietnamese people, people assume that I just said a cuss word. When I say: "Tai Sao" for "why", people give me weird stares as if I had just grown another head. A majority of the time, when I speak Vietnamese in public, I would hear kids screaming some obscene things at me, most of them assuming that the language only consists of the words: "Ching and Chong," which in the Vietnamese dictionary, does NOT even exist. It is a sad to know that simple everyday words in another language that kids are not familiar with are often criticized by people who do not understand the complex and beautiful language, people who are ignorant to the truth, and people who have no care for the country and its amazing diversity.

Disheartening as it may sound, the simple act of trying to preserve one's language today is a lot harder than it seems because there are still people in the world who are not "open" to new things and the to the fact that there is more than one language that exists in our world.

&if..

you are in a bad mood, why do you take it out on the people who care most about you?

I don't get it and neither do you.

Reflect on Narration

Throughout the entire narration unit, I learned that narration is basically the retold story of an event that happened whether you were a witness or a character in the story. Narration can be told in many different ways such as a newspaper article like in the short story "Thirty-Eight Who Saw Murder Didn't Call the Police," or written in a first person perspective, the author being the main character like in the story "Indian Education." No matter what perspective these stories are coming from, they all have one thing in common. All of the narrations we were given to read described, gave commentary to, and/or recounted an event.

<3

The proof that innocence exists in our world makes me smile:)

x___x

Confused:
disoriented, taken back, muddled, dumbfounded

Why do you have to make me so confused?
In the morning, my mind is set
but
Before I sleep, I'm doubting my own judgment.
Why?

I'm unsure. I'm doubtful.
I'm optimistic but I'm pessimistic.
I'm lost but I'm found.

I'm not sure.
I tell you all one thing,
I'm thinking something else.
I think one thing and then a second later,
I change my mind.
Why?

I need a sign.
Any. sign.

:)

Why is it that some days, I feel as if my decision was wrong? Why do I always contemplate with myself so much? Even with all the distractions in my life, it's still not enough to let my mind take a break from having second thoughts and questions like: What If? Well, even though what's needed to be said has not all been said, what's done is done and I don't want to turn back. I've tried that numerous times now and I'm tired from trying again and again. If it hurts the first time, no doubt it'll hurt the second time around too so I think I'll spare everyone from that... :)

.

I found a new line that I love((:



WORDS aren't words until you mean what you say; &LOVE isn't love until you give it away..

yay Disney PSA's!

Back Again

I can't help but be grateful that today turned out well.You guys were the closest friends I had for a really really long time but then the bond we had between us slowly started disappearing, and soon enough, it was completely gone. For the longest time, I thought we had no chance of ever talking like we did today ever again. It was just something that never crossed my mind anymore. We always walk past each other without a second glance, not giving a single care about the other person lately and I'm glad that at least for ONE day, we seemed to care about each others lives. It's been so long, TOO long since we've talked and chilled like today and this makes me very happy to say the very least. I guess you can say that I'm glad that you're giving me hope that things CAN be better again, that the unfixable things CAN be fixed again. It's just a matter of time..Even this is false hope, I'd like to think so for one day..

missing you..

Some days, I wake up feeling lonely and kinda sorta empty and sit there and wonder why. Lately, it's been happening a lot so of course, I worried.. But then, I realized that it was not some random mood or anything I ate and whatnot. I realized it was from not seeing my friends like I usually do everyday when we still had school going on. I miss it all. I feel happy whenever a friend calls me up and we talk forever like we haven't ever talked before. You guys probably can't see it but whenever we talk, there's a big fat smile on my face...basically, I want to see everyone again and talk and laugh like we always do. I feel alone without you guys.
I miss you all more than words can express..<3

s-s-summer2k9

finally finally started for me...(:

kinda sorta late dontcha think?


Well, I don't care.


So far, it's been drama-free & that was EXACTLY what I asked for so..
I guess all these trips are just considered a "bonus" for me!

:D

Effects of the Past

I just finished reading through all of my blogs from the beginning of the school year until now. Yes, each and every one of them. Pretty crazy right? My mind was just WOW after I finished. Some of the older blogs made me confused because I forgot who/what they were about while some made me cringe because all I did was whine in them. I also finished re-reading through my "first love" blog and laughed at it because of how things turned out since then. In the good way of course. I also re-read everybody's comments that they left for me after reading certain blogs and some of them came true & that makes me happy. Rereading peoples' comments make me smile because it only shows you who cares about your life and who wants you to be happy and whatnot. I realized how depressing I was in half of my blogs & I would like to apologize. I can't seem to write anything interesting when I'm just "normal." I either have to be overly happy or overly sad to write something that I will be proud of. LOL. Ironic right? Well, I'm just overly BORED right now so I decided to do this. Maybe, when I read these blogs again in a few months, I'll have a different reaction & maybe they will have different effects on me. Oh my. I can't wait(:

Oddly, this picture made my day.

i hope it makes yours too(:

i miss you<3

I miss

everybody & everything.

I miss talking to my friends.
I miss crying with my friends.
I miss hugging my friends.
I miss jumping on my friends.
I miss calling my friends.
I miss gossiping with my friends.
I miss having fun with my friends.
I miss spending time with my friends.
I miss laughing & screaming with my friends.
I miss video chatting late at night with my friends.
Surprisingly,
I even miss the people I never missed before.

I miss our friendship.

IF..

you know that your family is going to break apart after you finish college,













would you still go?

Plans, Shplans

The best laid plans of mice and men

Often go awry;

Weird, I can definitely relate now. Oddly, my summer has been the furthest thing from relaxing and fun. No places to go to. Loads of homework to finish up. Plans gone wrong. Bad timing for everything. Constant worrying. Meeting after meeting and no time for friends. Not exactly "different" from how my life was when school was still in session & not really what I was hoping for, but alright. I guess that's how my Summer'09 will be going...

Love

me or hate me?
That is the question.

0___o

It's almost been exactly one week since the last day of school. Weird how I spent the last 6 days doing absolutely nothing. I feel kind of stupid now, talking to people who have already done part or half of their summer homework, while I'm nowhere :P

I think I'm going to continue blogging on here. I don't really care if people read it or not but this blog has been my diary for the past year and I'm so used to it. It's my place to vent when I don't want to bother friends, my getaway from reality.

So hey, if you're reading this, sorry that it's about absolutely nothing but you're cool for taking the time to actually look at it(:

You Make Me Feel...

I am so loving this song @ the moment(:



You Make Me Feel- Nathan

I can explain
Don’t understand
But everyday I think about you
You’re the one and its forreal
There ain’t no words it’s just how I feel
Deep down inside
And I can’t hide the way
You make me feel so high…

[Chorus:]
And I can not deny you make me feel
Like a kid in a candy store
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before
You make me feel…
Every days my birthday
You’re making me feel this way
You make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
You make me feel…
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel this way
You make me feel

[Hook:]
I’m gonna come get you
I can’t get you outta my mind
I’m gonna come get you girl
I gotta make you more mine

I get butterflies every time
I stare deep into those eyes
Maybe I’m helpless
Or I’m just selffish
Cuz I want you all to myself
Oh what I’ll give to make you mine
There’s nothing that I would not try…
And that’s the reason why

[Chorus:]
You make me feel…
Like a kid in a candy store
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before
You make me feel…
Everyday is my birthday
You’re making me feel this way
You make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
You make me feel…
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel this way
You make me feel

I’m gonna come get you
I can’t get you outta my mind
I can’t help my hearts like an open book
Won’t you take a look
Cuz it ain’t hard to see that you got me
hooked now

Baby…
The way you got me feelin is kinda
Crazy…
What you got is what I need
I’m loving everything I see
We fit perfectly
Cuz…

[Chorus:]
You make me feel…
Like a kid in a candy store (ohh)
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before (mmm)
(Everyday is my birthday)
Everyday is my birthday
Yeah… (Feel this way)
I said you make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
(Oh like I just won the lottery)
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel the way
You make me feel

Life...

is all good.

I believe I actually have the right to say that right now.

YAY for smiles(:

YAY for laughs :D

YAY for late night phone calls<3

YAY for AP homework :P

YAY for blogging still :]

YAY for no life [x

YAY for summer ._.

&yes; I felt the need to put a face after everything I said(;

LOL.

summer09

Since summer is only a few days away from today, you would expect me to be over the top excited about it and anxious for it right? Right and WRONG. Don't get me wrong. Summer is definitely something I'm looking forward to because it means I get more time to relax and hang out with friends without having to come to school every single day but summer, to me, also means, changes. People change. Relationships change. Friendships change. Hopefully it's for the better this year..? I hope to see everyone who makes me happy as much as possible and avoid those who give me drama to worry about. I want to stay updated in all of my friends' ups& downs this year because I never want to be left behind. That freaks me out like crazy. I hope to not change so much that people won't know who I am anymore. But in order to stay myself, I need people to keep me in check so LET'S MAKE PLANS?(;

She;

Why must she go through problems almost every day of her life? Why must she go through them alone? Why must she close herself off from everyone and take all of that pain onto herself? 

I don't understand why life is so unfair to her. Her friends misunderstand her actions. Some leave her side for somebody else. Some take advantage of her kindness. Some make her cry. Why must she go through all these ordeals? She has the kindness of a saint and the smile of an angel. Her words can brighten up everyone's days while her actions make everyone feel special. She is the kindest of the kind. The truest of the true. The purest of the pure. The happiest of happy but she can also fall and be the saddest of sad. Why can't she just have everything she wishes? Why doesn't she have everything she deserves? Happiness everyday and all day from everyone around her? I can see it. There is a darkness that is slowly eating her up but she's hiding the pain. I'm scared for her. I never want to live to see the day when she stops smiling altogether... 

Please help her.

Too Dedicated?

I think NOT.

I feel as if I'm getting really really dedicated into leadership all of a sudden. Staying after school on a Friday just to make posters is definitely not something most teenagers enjoy doing but I had the urge to do something to help this school. I don't think I've ever been this dedicated to anything other than TKD, but that's a long time ago.  I feel happy that I've found something to be totally into again. In addition to getting things done and getting way ahead of the other grades for our rally, I'm glad I do this after school because I have my best friend with me the whole time. Not only are we using our time productively, I feel like it's a bonding experience with her. She gives me all the encouragement I need and keeps me going. Without her, I don't think I would be able to get any of that stuff done, like EVER.

Yay; I think life might just be getting better,..

(:

ohyeah;

btw? colors&paint makes me happy!

FirstTime;

I've felt proud of myself in the longest time. 

Today at Tae Kwon Do, my teacher decided to have a sparring tournament. 

Guess who got first place and kicked butt?(:

Yours truly; YAY!

My prize for winning other than my nun chuck keychain?

A swollen right foot; now I'm limping :D

woot.woot.

Cliché Much?

Suddenly; I feel the need to blog about words that sound cliché and way overused to me. Most of these words really mean nothing to me anymore:

- ILY

- I'm Sorry

- I Love You

- Love Ya

- I'll change

- You're different

- You're special

- You're beautiful

- I want you back

- I regret not... (fill in the blank)

especially when I hear them all coming from you.

HA!

Unspoken Words

"Everyone hears what you say.
Friends listen to what you say.
Best friends listen to what you don't say."

I don't exactly know who wrote this quote but I can say for one thing that I can definitely relate to it. I found this quote and I realized that I absolutely HAD to write a blog on it. Whenever I say I'm fine, most of the times, I'm not. Nobody else can see this but you. You don't believe me and then you go and dig deeper for the truth. I'm really glad you do this actually. LOL. For some people, when I say I'm fine, they'll believe it or they'll just drop the topic but you don't do that. You're not the same as them. You've cared more for me than most of my relatives have in my 16 years combined and trust me, you definitely ARE family to me. I don't get why other people see you as anything less than amazing because seriously, either they're just incredibly WEIRD or they need to go get their eyes checked. You are the bestest best friend I've ever had and I don't get why other people would take you for granted and dislike you in any way. You make so many people smile, you make my day, & I KNOW that you're going to make our Junior Class amazing
[btw: VOTE SCHAICH for junior class PRESIDENT guys!]
You make classes seem less boring, you start conversations like nothing, and you bring your energy and hyperness with you everywhere,. WHY is that a bad thing? Why don't people see you like that? Why do they have to cause such immature drama for you? I don't get it.
Okay, definitely getting off topic. LOL.
Basically, I just want to say a final note:
Thank You for listening to my unsaid words when nobody else was listening.
That's what matters to me most of all.
You deserve to smile girl, so SMILE through everything you go through in life, whether it's good or bad.
I'll be right beside you smiling with you.
This I WILL make sure of.

I'm So Ready

for 

Summer '09

Bring It On Babyyy!

So ready to suntan and sunburn

So ready to find a new somebody

So ready to get to know people

So ready to block people out of my life (this is nicer than it sounds)

So ready to hang out with my best friend and make new memories!

So ready to chill with Kelsey and find ourselves (Fill in the Blank)

So ready for so much, oh so much!

Boo You;

Why do you have to act like a complete jerk in front of them and then transform into a completely different person when talking to me? You tell me that I don't "try" but seriously why bother sometimes? Why try when the other person is completely ignoring you at school and then go accusing you of being mad at them when you get home? Why talk to me on iChat and then argue with me in person? Why go bragging about your life when you know I don't care? Is it for attention or did you expect me to go berzerk on you out of jealousy? UH, yeah, not going to happen buddy. Go ahead and move on but seriously, did you have to go to my best friend out of all the people in the world? If you have something to say, why not just say it to my face instead of playing telephone with everybody? Because seriously, 

Gossip Involves The Act Of Twisting/Turning Of Stories Until They're Far From True;;

Just thought you should know this.

Only;

2 more years. 

Only 2 more years of keeping up these grades, two more years of incredibly horrible expectations. It seems to ridiculous sometimes how everything in my life is just based on simple letters, wait, no A letter and it's symbols like a + or a -. Everything depends on this letter, everything revolves around that letter. I get so sick of it all sometimes, like I'm tired of keeping up this good student streak, but I guess that's the way I've been brought up. If you didn't know my family, you wouldn't understand how bad this matters to them...But then again, in 2 years, this isn't about to end either..there's still college. I guess I'm just trying to convince myself that it's all almost over for now,. 

haha wow, I'm horrible  at convincing myself.

._.

why

Is it that after sixteen years into my life, you both still don't trust me. Why is it that every word that comes out of my mouth sounds like a lie to your ears? Am I really not supposed to be trusted? Have I ever done so bad that my words shouldn't be trusted at all? If I did, then okay; I guess I deserved this. But if not, this is pretty sad. You can't even trust your own daughter...

past.present.future.

I have a new hobby. Every time I'm bored or have nothing to do, I tend to go onto blogger and read through my old blogs from days, weeks, months ago. It's funny to read and picture myself from, let's say, 2 months ago. I really thought I was happy and content with my life, yet I barely blogged about any of it. I only blogged about the negative stuff going on through my life at that time, nothing too positive at all. That's pretty weird because I was pretty darn sure that I was happy. LOL. Well, I guess we'll never know right? I can't go back two months and neither can I go 'forward' two months, although that sounds like a pretty good plan to me!(:

If only we could control the hands of time right?

If only,..

It's My Fault

that all of this has happened. I'm an over dramatic drama queen & I only have one excuse to use to explain my behavior & even that excuse is not acceptable. I don't have an alibi that's acceptable enough and I'm very sorry to those I've affected with my immatureness. I know I've been acting like a spoiled little girl when she doesn't get what she wants and trust me, I really want to change. I really do. And I will. I can't say that things will be the same as before. I can't promise you anything more than that but I will try my best to leave things "normal" again before we all disappear for summer vacation. 

biggest regret;

Was not that I did not try but it was that I did; I guess.
I shouldn’t have said anything, not a single word.
I don’t know why I decided to let it all out when I should have kept it hidden deep, deep inside.
What if I did? What if we never talked about it? What if we never tried again? Would I have been happier? Would I be having this argument with myself right now? Would I be feeling like such an idiot at this moment? Gosh;
I feel like I’m being a jerk right now for saying all of this but I don’t know what else to do. I already finished venting to both of my best friends and yet I still have things that are unsaid and unwritten so I had to let them down somewhere. I hope you don’t take this to directly; I doubt you’ll even see this. IF by any chance you do,
I'm sorry

and oh yeah;;

If one day I start to matter, please let me know. (:

Bad Timing or What?

Is it just bad timing or is it just things weren’t meant to be?
Not just with me and you but with her and him,.and them and them,. why does the timing always have to be off?,. and if not just the timing, then I guess thing’s just aren’t supposed to be how we think they are supposed to be. I had faith in us when nobody else did but I guess that doesn’t really matter anymore. It’s not the amount of faith put into something that will work miracles, but instead the works of destiny. Well now that we all know what’s up,. I guess it’s finally time to go on with our lives. We tried, we both did and every time one person tried, the other person didn’t want to. Haha. Ironic right? Well I guess I can’t do anything else but agree with what you said: “Why keep trying” right? Nothing good will come out of it, and one of us will always end up hurt anyways.
Yeah,. you’re definitely right.
(:

Online Quizzes

crack me up & made my day today!

Kept me & my 2 best friends busy all fourth period.

(WHOSE teacher accused us of lying &faking our excuse out of class)

what the heck?

jeez,. OKAYy, but as I was saying,

I like things that make me laugh :D

yay me.

Returning&NOT liking,.

Let's just say that 8th grade just wasn't my best year.

I had few good days but many bad ones. I had friends with problems, some small but most, big ones,. the ones where you couldn't do anything to help. I cried for my friends but then later learned that, crying didn't help them either. That was the year that I first went to that dark, dark place in the back of my mind and went through some bad days. After entering high school, I changed into a whole new person, a happier, more positive person. But lately, so much has been going on and I'm scared. I give into peer pressure quite easily so I fall pretty fast& hard. I tend to make stupid choices and then live with the consequences,. I say stupid things & can't take them back,. &sometimes I don't do anything except sit in one corner &stare off into space. I'm just scared of going back to that dark place. I don't want to be consumed by the darkness and not be able to see anymore. I want to stay in the light, with everyone I love,. not push them all away because of my own selfishness.

¿ayudame?

¿por favor?

Problems Shproblems

Each time you fall, you only grow stronger. 

Each time you get disappointed only means next time, you'll be amazed.

This time might have not worked out how we all wished it and I'm very sorry 

but I know that you will grow from experience,

you will cherish what you have 

you will bring along the memories

you will learn from the past

& you will move on.

Don't be down about this for too long,.

Because;;

Think About it.

At least you gave it your all this time right?

You did nothing wrong

I'm very proud of you,.

& Boy, you deserve to be happy.

YES YOU DO.

Lately, it seems like I am not able to say the right things anymore.

I've ended up saying the wrong words and only cause people more pain than they already are in. I don't know what they want to hear so everything just comes out totally wrong and I can't take back those words. I wish I could but in reality, I can't. Sadly, it's me I blame and no one else. I don't know what to say to make  people happy anymore because sometimes it feels like I have to lie to them & I don't like lying so I am blunt about what I say now;; but as soon as I say what's on my mind, I regret and want to take those words back because I never thought about the aftermath of my ignorance.

Why?

justfriends?

Why is it that we can't even remain just that without having problems?

I thought that it was for the best.

I believed that everything would work out.

I thought it was going to be just like how it was back then.

I guess I forgot the fact that we used to fight&argue every single week back then.

I guess I forgot how we can fight over anything and pretty much, everything.

I guess I forgot way too much.

I guess I was expecting a bit too much out of you.

Sorry.

I won't expect anything anymore.

I'll just go with the flow from now on.

Are you happy now?

Fresh New Start

I think you just gave me a whole new meaning to the word: "forgiveness." 

Like seriously, I never thought I'd be so grateful to the word and so grateful to the fact that people in the world forgive one another even after something unpardonable happens between the two of them. 

Only the people with the biggest and kindest hearts can find it somewhere in them to forgive a friend who has made a mistake. 

Only a real friend could look past all odds and still forgive. 

Forgiveness is not only a virtue because

 it takes a lot to trust someone but SO much more to forgive them after they lose your trust. 

I'm just incredibly grateful there is a word that has such a strong meaning & definition to it.

Thank You.

Some "welcome back"

I guess I kinda expected too much coming from you guys. I should've guessed that this was going to happen after one month. I barely walked through the entrance and I already hear: "I forgot you guys existed." I mean,. WHAT THE HECK? I was hoping just to hear a simple "Hello" or something. I wasn't even expecting a hug or a smile or anything of that sort;; Just a "HI" and I couldn't even get that much. You guys whom I considered really good friends, of all people, turn out to disappoint me more than I ever thought possible. Why is that? Is it because I'm a girl? Is it because I'm not as good as you in everything I do? Is it because you suddenly joined the "cool" group? Why? I don't really know, and right now, I don't think I could care any less. I am just utterly disappointed in my "friends" right now. I guess you really can't get too close to the kids at this place...

Thanks guys,

Thanks.

Take me away..

For the last week, one of my friends recommended a Korean drama for me to watch when I get bored. Once I started the first episode, I immediately took the bait and I hooked, lined, sinker in love with this movie. The thing I love about dramas are that they associate reality with fantasy. Although their problems never seem to end, their hope never ceases to exist either. This is the place where there are TWO Prince Charmings, four knights in shining armor, and of course an evil witch. Asian dramas amuse me to no end because they can make you laugh until you're rolling on the floor or move you to tears due to their dramatic climaxes. If I could have one wish, I would wish to be in a drama because although the protagonist has to go through all these obstacles, they tend to end up with a happy ending,. with everything falling into place,..

It's kind of scary

how one minute, you have everything and everyone you want in your life

Everything is as perfect as can be.

& the next minute, everything and everyone is gone

You basically just lost everything important to you and 

it's time to start all over again.

It's kind of scary to think about it that way but I guess, just as I had mentioned

in a previous blog,

nothing lasts forever?

Lo Siento,.

Lo Siento,.

Xin Loi,.

Pesaroso

유감스러운

残念

Spiacente

Désolé

So many different ways to say it,.

But with only one translation

I'm sorry.

What is so special with these 2 words? Why should we forgive people when they say these 2 simple words? Why should anyone get away with anything when they say this? Why should we rethink our decision when we hear these 2 words? 

&&most importantly,.

What are these 2 words worth without action?

absolutely nothing.

let's say

HOT much? This heat is getting to my head&about to make me go insane. It's so weird how global warming can affect our world so much and screw up the temperature so easily. Thinking a few years back, I can't exactly recall our spring weather to be this hot. It used to be so nice and cool, NOTHING like what it has been for the last couple of days. Even more freaky, the temperature is about to drop around 20 degrees. Is that supposed to be considered "NORMAL" nowadays in our world? Because to tell you the truth, that's just really creepy and just abnormal to me.

Back On My Feet

You tell me. 

There's a good side to everything bad right?

Not everything will stay this way forever right?

If it seems like the end of the world now,. will it be right tomorrow?

If everything is dark right now, will it be bright again tomorrow?

but most importantly,.

If it's raining right now, will it be clear tomorrow?