Monday, June 29, 2009

Plans, Shplans


The best laid plans of mice and men
Often go awry;

Weird, I can definitely relate now. Oddly, my summer has been the furthest thing from relaxing and fun. No places to go to. Loads of homework to finish up. Plans gone wrong. Bad timing for everything. Constant worrying. Meeting after meeting and no time for friends. Not exactly "different" from how my life was when school was still in session & not really what I was hoping for, but alright. I guess that's how my Summer'09 will be going...

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Love

me or hate me?
That is the question.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

0___o

It's almost been exactly one week since the last day of school. Weird how I spent the last 6 days doing absolutely nothing. I feel kind of stupid now, talking to people who have already done part or half of their summer homework, while I'm nowhere :P

I think I'm going to continue blogging on here. I don't really care if people read it or not but this blog has been my diary for the past year and I'm so used to it. It's my place to vent when I don't want to bother friends, my getaway from reality.


So hey, if you're reading this, sorry that it's about absolutely nothing but you're cool for taking the time to actually look at it(:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

You Make Me Feel...

I am so loving this song @ the moment(:



You Make Me Feel- Nathan


I can explain
Don’t understand
But everyday I think about you
You’re the one and its forreal
There ain’t no words it’s just how I feel
Deep down inside
And I can’t hide the way
You make me feel so high…

[Chorus:]
And I can not deny you make me feel
Like a kid in a candy store
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before
You make me feel…
Every days my birthday
You’re making me feel this way
You make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
You make me feel…
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel this way
You make me feel

[Hook:]
I’m gonna come get you
I can’t get you outta my mind
I’m gonna come get you girl
I gotta make you more mine

I get butterflies every time
I stare deep into those eyes
Maybe I’m helpless
Or I’m just selffish
Cuz I want you all to myself
Oh what I’ll give to make you mine
There’s nothing that I would not try…
And that’s the reason why

[Chorus:]
You make me feel…
Like a kid in a candy store
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before
You make me feel…
Everyday is my birthday
You’re making me feel this way
You make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
You make me feel…
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel this way
You make me feel

I’m gonna come get you
I can’t get you outta my mind
I can’t help my hearts like an open book
Won’t you take a look
Cuz it ain’t hard to see that you got me
hooked now

Baby…
The way you got me feelin is kinda
Crazy…
What you got is what I need
I’m loving everything I see
We fit perfectly
Cuz…

[Chorus:]
You make me feel…
Like a kid in a candy store (ohh)
You make me feel…
Like I never been here before (mmm)
(Everyday is my birthday)
Everyday is my birthday
Yeah… (Feel this way)
I said you make me feel…
Like I just won the lottery
(Oh like I just won the lottery)
Like I’m changing my destiny
And I thought bout
Never thought I feel the way
You make me feel

Friday, June 12, 2009

Life...

is all good.
I believe I actually have the right to say that right now.
YAY for smiles(:
YAY for laughs :D
YAY for late night phone calls<3
YAY for AP homework :P
YAY for blogging still :]
YAY for no life [x
YAY for summer ._.
&yes; I felt the need to put a face after everything I said(;
LOL.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

summer09

Since summer is only a few days away from today, you would expect me to be over the top excited about it and anxious for it right? Right and WRONG. Don't get me wrong. Summer is definitely something I'm looking forward to because it means I get more time to relax and hang out with friends without having to come to school every single day but summer, to me, also means, changes. People change. Relationships change. Friendships change. Hopefully it's for the better this year..? I hope to see everyone who makes me happy as much as possible and avoid those who give me drama to worry about. I want to stay updated in all of my friends' ups& downs this year because I never want to be left behind. That freaks me out like crazy. I hope to not change so much that people won't know who I am anymore. But in order to stay myself, I need people to keep me in check so LET'S MAKE PLANS?(;