Is sophomore year better than freshman year? PSSH, heck no. Wait, let me take that back. In some ways, it has been better than freshman year. I've lost many friends, I'm getting into arguments with one of my best friends everyday, my family problems are increasing, I've been slacking off in everything I do, my group of friends have basically dispersed and now I completely want to disappear myself. That's DEFINITELY better than last year right? UGH. I don't know what to think. My sophomore year has not been so good. It's not exactly as great as I thought it would have been. I was expecting lots and lots of fun this year. And YES, I have had a lot of fun, but at the same time, a lot of drama have piled up on top of me too. Drama is (as my friend puts it) something you can't live with but can't live without either in a way. I've been spending lots of time after school the last few weeks to just relax and talk it out with my best friend and like she's given me so much advice but like I feel as if I'm dragging her down and stopping her from doing so much and having fun. She says she doesn't mind but I do. I want her to have fun and live her life to the fullest but because of me, she's been hearing so much whining and crying coming from me dealing with family/friend drama. I just wish I could turn the time backwards one month. Even ONE month would be good enough because just a month ago, I didn't have all this stuff going on in my life and I didn't get into arguments with my friend every single week of the month. It's always like this: either I get mad at him or he gets mad at me, we can never just go through a single week of school without fighting and arguing anymore. I don't know why it's happening now and I can only describe this in 3 words: I hate it.
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I honestly don't mind.
&&you are in no way dragging me down.
I'm sorry for kinda pressuring you to slack off in a way.
And the fight that's going on today, isn't your fault at all. Not even a little. We didn't cause it. The person chose to stay, and chose to skip his daily stuff. When I told them not to, they did anyway. How can you or I be blamed?
It's honestly pissing me off that this person keeps doing this to you, and he always manages to get back to you.
:/
Cindy, don't trip off of this.
It will pass. He's just confused.
Drama as you put it is both needed and not needed in one's life. I understand that sometimes it's so stressful to be juggling with all these issues that are very important to us. Cindy, life always does this to us and we can only try to be patient. In the end, things will work out.
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