no need to be told twice

Being told something twice is not something I like. It's like: If it hurt me the first time, obviously it's gonna hurt like a ASDFJKL; the second time around. I guess I'll call everything that's been going on in my life "karma"? There really is no other word to describe it. I've been told more than once that I distance myself from friends. I've been told twice that I tend to "replace" friends. I've been told twice that I never sacrifice anything for my friends. I've been told twice that I never try to fix anything. I've been told twice that it's my fault I lose friends. I could make a LIST of all the things that I've been told twice of and let me tell you, I hate that list. Here's the deal: Once I hear something more than once, I'll believe it, no matter what it was. I'll believe it. Call me gullible, call me stupid, call me whatever, but it's the truth. I take it as the truth and no matter what you say to me, if it's said twice, I'll believe it and consider it TRUE. I DO believe that I'm a bad friend. I DO believe that I tend to push people away. But you CANNOT say that I've never sacrificed anything for you and you CANNOT say that I've NEVER tried to fix our problems nor do you have the right to say whether I care or not. I am ME and only I can understand how i feel, no one else can explain things for me.