Only;

2 more years. 

Only 2 more years of keeping up these grades, two more years of incredibly horrible expectations. It seems to ridiculous sometimes how everything in my life is just based on simple letters, wait, no A letter and it's symbols like a + or a -. Everything depends on this letter, everything revolves around that letter. I get so sick of it all sometimes, like I'm tired of keeping up this good student streak, but I guess that's the way I've been brought up. If you didn't know my family, you wouldn't understand how bad this matters to them...But then again, in 2 years, this isn't about to end either..there's still college. I guess I'm just trying to convince myself that it's all almost over for now,. 

haha wow, I'm horrible  at convincing myself.

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