Returning&NOT liking,.

Let's just say that 8th grade just wasn't my best year.

I had few good days but many bad ones. I had friends with problems, some small but most, big ones,. the ones where you couldn't do anything to help. I cried for my friends but then later learned that, crying didn't help them either. That was the year that I first went to that dark, dark place in the back of my mind and went through some bad days. After entering high school, I changed into a whole new person, a happier, more positive person. But lately, so much has been going on and I'm scared. I give into peer pressure quite easily so I fall pretty fast& hard. I tend to make stupid choices and then live with the consequences,. I say stupid things & can't take them back,. &sometimes I don't do anything except sit in one corner &stare off into space. I'm just scared of going back to that dark place. I don't want to be consumed by the darkness and not be able to see anymore. I want to stay in the light, with everyone I love,. not push them all away because of my own selfishness.

¿ayudame?

¿por favor?