Tuesday, December 9, 2008

vulernability

Vulnerablity: the act of being vulnerable
was the subject that was brought up today in Mr. Miclette's class. He told us not to lie to ourselves and admit whether we put up a game face everyday or not. That discussion popped into my mind so I thought I'd talk about it.


Don't cry. Don't cry. Don't cry.
Don't show your tears.
Don't be weak.
Don't let things get to you.

Why is everyone arguing nowadays?
Why do tears fall so easily?
Why do parents argue over the tiniest, stupidest little things?
Why do they threaten to seperate everytime they fight?
Why do friends argue?
Why do friends want to walk out of each other's lives?



To me, showing tears means vulnerability. It gives people an easy way to get to you, to hurt you with either their words or their actions. That's why I only keep a certain number of people close to me. Whenever someone gets to close, I get scared. Call me selfish, call me whatever but I have to worry about myself sometimes too. I have friends but I only trust a few. I laugh with eveyrone but only cry in front of one or two.



countdown:
16 days to go

1 comment:

katelyn schaich. said...

hey cindy

i love you.

and i'm always here for you.

always.