My last few weeks have been like a roller coaster of emotions. Everyday, no wait, every hour, my emotions change. One minute, I was happy. A few minutes later, I was sad. After a few hours, I was either feeling disappointed, jealous, distressed, scared, embarrassed, greedy, selfish, disgusted, angry, optimistic, remorseful, regretful, etc. Name a feeling, and I'll tell you: "I've felt that way within the last few weeks." Like, seriously. So much had happened in such a small amount of time and I can't handle going through various emotions like that in 2 weeks. In addition to that, I barely got any sleep every night because I was either doing loads of homework or thinking, and that kind of tied to my mood during school. The lack of sleep made me grouchy and easily annoyed at everything. A lot of people saw this change in me, and that meant my parents included. I asked them to quit tae kwon do for a month for some chill time to kick back and relax a little bit and they actually agreed that it would do beneficial for me. I was really surprised because I was sort of expecting to hear a "NO" from them. I just really hope that the next few weeks will be stress-free and advantageous for me.
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