Indecisiveness

Is the worst trait to have sometimes. I mean, I know what I want but at the same time I'm not sure? Is that a normal trait to have? Because from what I see, indecisiveness can lead to so many things: people suffering, hurt, or just confused. I can simply summarize it in 3 words: I hate it. But then again, in a way, I am afraid of it. Like for me, when I am faced with two decisions and I don't know which one to choose, I get this weird voice in my head telling me to just let them both go. I can't choose one only because, I guess, in a way, I am a greedy person. I don't want just one of those choices, I want both. If I end up choosing just one, I will regret the decision later on in life and start asking myself the "what if" question. That's when I go into this phase where I just close off the world and basically close a wall around me just to avoid making anymore mistakes in my life. But as humans, I guess it's normal to make many mistakes because no one is perfect. I guess, all I want during those times, is a guardian angel, a hint, a sign, anything that could help tell me what to do and which choices to make. Sadly, that doesn't happen. Life forces you to make your own decisions, face your own consquences, deal with those consequences, and learn from the experience. "Fortunately for me, I have friends who will support me all the way, whenver, wherever, through whatever."