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Confused:
disoriented, taken back, muddled, dumbfounded

Why do you have to make me so confused?
In the morning, my mind is set
but
Before I sleep, I'm doubting my own judgment.
Why?

I'm unsure. I'm doubtful.
I'm optimistic but I'm pessimistic.
I'm lost but I'm found.

I'm not sure.
I tell you all one thing,
I'm thinking something else.
I think one thing and then a second later,
I change my mind.
Why?

I need a sign.
Any. sign.