Tuesday, July 21, 2009

missing you..

Some days, I wake up feeling lonely and kinda sorta empty and sit there and wonder why. Lately, it's been happening a lot so of course, I worried.. But then, I realized that it was not some random mood or anything I ate and whatnot. I realized it was from not seeing my friends like I usually do everyday when we still had school going on. I miss it all. I feel happy whenever a friend calls me up and we talk forever like we haven't ever talked before. You guys probably can't see it but whenever we talk, there's a big fat smile on my face...basically, I want to see everyone again and talk and laugh like we always do. I feel alone without you guys.
I miss you all more than words can express..<3

1 comment:

matthew travers said...

Sometimes we need to be alone, that's when we learn who we truly are. Perhaps that empty feeling is not an appropriate void for friends to fill; at least for me, it is through this isolation that I'm able to hear my own voice clearly, and can concentrate on who I am in my own presence. Maybe take this summer and dedicate it to Cindy, to perfecting the art of being you. I promise you that the time you spend alone is invaluable, and when you learn to appreciate it, life becomes just a bit more beautiful. It did for me at least.