i made you cry tears of sadness.
i disappointed you numerous times.
i whine and complain to you all the time.
i constantly argue with you everyday.
i keep fighting even though i know i’m wrong.
i want to make you proud but i don’t know how.
i want to keep you happy, but i don’t know how either.
i know i say the wrong things.
i know i've pushed you away.
i know i've said some things that i cannot take back.
i know my actions aren’t always the smartest.
i know i don’t think before i say something to make you sad.
i know you are embarrassed me of sometimes.
i know i upset you too often.
i know i rebel against everything you say.
i know it’s wrong.
i know it’s all wrong.
all i can say is i’m sorry
&& i swear to you,
one day,
i’ll make you happy and proud to have me as your daughter.
one day,
i’ll make you cry tears of happiness...
i disappointed you numerous times.
i whine and complain to you all the time.
i constantly argue with you everyday.
i keep fighting even though i know i’m wrong.
i want to make you proud but i don’t know how.
i want to keep you happy, but i don’t know how either.
i know i say the wrong things.
i know i've pushed you away.
i know i've said some things that i cannot take back.
i know my actions aren’t always the smartest.
i know i don’t think before i say something to make you sad.
i know you are embarrassed me of sometimes.
i know i upset you too often.
i know i rebel against everything you say.
i know it’s wrong.
i know it’s all wrong.
all i can say is i’m sorry
&& i swear to you,
one day,
i’ll make you happy and proud to have me as your daughter.
one day,
i’ll make you cry tears of happiness...
2 comments:
Cindy,
As much as you may upset you mother, I'm sure she isn't disappointed in you. At least not like you think she is. She loves you no matter what, and that just how it will always be. When you become someone famous and amazing, she'll be so unbelievably proud of you, that tears of joy will fall. You and your mom fight a lot, because you're actually more alike that you think.
You're her daughter, and you're the best you could be! :)
And, your mom would love you, even if you had pink hair!
Only moms can do that!
:D
I go through the same thing Cindy. You have a great heart hun, and even if you and your moma are going through things, there is always a brighter day. My mom and I had gone through the hardest time through our relationship these past couple years. Eventually, I got to the point where I thought maybe I should TRY and change. We would always fight and argue, so I tried to stop before I said something, and would just bite my tounge. When it comes to parents, I think the most important thing that I've learned is that your parents are not going to change. Their opinions have been around longer than us and they aren't going to lay them down for their teenager ya know? I think sometimes its just hard for them to see their little baby grow up. We're in the hardest stage, and we want to branch out and start to be our own people. As katibear said, your moma will love you no matter what! I mean that's one thing thats a given. :)
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