JB "fanatics"

okay, so you all probably already saw the blog that Katelyn posted up about the 

Jonas Brothers 3D experience 

movie we went to see today but now you have to hear my side of the story(:

[[oh yeah, i recommend you all go see it]]

one.

 it was simply A-M-A-Z-I-N-G.

two.

 i officially LOVE 3D movies [the glasses were a bonus]

three.

 they were so flipping awesome!<3

four.

 everything was perfect

[katelyn and i kept waiting for them to make a mistake onstage, didn't happen] :P

five.

katelyn&my sister lost their voice so i was the official "scream person" 

[but I didn't scream until the end]

six. 

we ARE fanatics!

seven.

we got ONE GOAL DOWN THIS YEAR!

 [wootwoot]

 it was so worth the countdown

[started at 56 days]

eight.

 our "home-made" t-shirts were the BOMB 

[people all over the mall were staring at us nonstop]

nine.

 i LOVE seeing the JoBros on the BIG SCREEN

ten.

this wouldn't have been the same without katelyn<3

(:

2nd chances

Do you tend to hand out second chances to people easily? Do you believe that every single person in this world deserves a second chance at everything they do? Or does it depend on the situation? For me, I pretty much give second chances to anyone and everyone who I believe deserves a second chance. It kinda sorta depends on the first situation though, basically the reason why they lost their first chance. If it sounds reasonable, then I would usually give everyone a second chance. I believe that giving everyone a second chance is better than holding a grudge and never giving them a chance at all. It's better to forgive and move on with life rather than ignoring and not talking to each other. There really is no harm done when you give someone a second chance. There was a reason why the first chance didn't work but it just tells you that the second time around, you should just pay more attention to your surroundings and try not to upset the person to make things work. 

I want

way too many things. I think that I always want something. I never stop asking for things. I never stop craving and wanting something so I think I am going to start limiting myself to wanting only things I need. I need to stop thinking of only myself and worry about other things too. I can't just always want and NOT go for what I want. I can't just sit here and ask for something and expect to get it. 

I intend on fighting for things I want from now on. I want to be happy so I'm going to try to stop letting things get to my head. I want to have a good future so I will work my butt off to go to a good college/university. I want so many things and I will most definitely fight for what I want from now on.

(:

do i have the right

to be happy when my happiness is causing another person's pain? 

Do I have the right to run off and create my own happiness when that happiness USED to be someone else's?

Do I have the right to smile and laugh while that person is off crying?

Do I have the right to be happy again?

I don't know. I hate being selfish and only care about my own feelings.

I'd rather the other person be happy too, but I know that it's not going to happen overnight.

Should I wait? Should I go? 

im cold(:

the rain make me gloomy.
:P

seriously. I usually love the rain and all the non-stop pouring rain for DAYS thing is getting really old and tiring. Dark gloomy days make me gloomy and moody along with it. I wish for sunshine. Today looks like things are starting to clear up but now I wish it was warmer. I am the worst in cold weather. Everything seems to bother me and I hate shivering non-stop even though I'm in layers and layers of clothes. People tend to stare at me weirdly and and tell me that its: "NOT THAT COLD" but it's like: "Are you kidding me? No, you're right. I'm not cold at all, I just like shivering like an idiot."

no DUH I'm cold.

i wanna find a way

to just escape all the pressure.
I just simply want to find a way to disappear for a day and relax. I know I always make it sound like I'm constantly under pressure but like I think it's because of my constant act of procrastination. I want to get rid of this bad habit. It won't get me anywhere. I tend to put a lot of things aside until it's time for me to flip out and put myself under lots of pressure. If it weren't for my procrastination habit, I would like to think that I would not lack sleep, act moody, and that my paperwork and homework that are turned in would be my best work.

only2moreyears...

until we have to make that decision that could forever change our lives. I went on a college tour today of 2 completely different universities. They were not only different in appearance wise, but also in atmosphere, courses offered, and transportation wise. The two universities I got a chance to learn more about today were the prestigious Stanford University and the well known California State University of the East Bay. I literally fell in LOVE with Stanford today. Don't get me wrong or anything, CSUEB is not a college I would not be interested in, but it's more like I'd like to set myself a really big goal and hopefully one day reach that goal. Today made me realize that making it into a prestigious university such as Stanford would require a BIG deal of commitment and lots and lots of hard work. Only 1 out of 10 applicants are chosen to attend this school so I only have a 10% chance of getting into this place, IF I manage to keep my current grades for the next TWO years.